TIRED

I have ALWAYS wanted to go to the beach...

but i know mummy will not allow if i'm going alone..

and i don't know who to tag along....

i've miss the sea...

and the breeze...

i like sitting there and just close my eyes and enjoy the breeze..

everything is so calm.. and peaceful..

i wish now i'm in front of the sea...

scream my lungs out...

cry as hard as i wanted to...

for these few weeks.. i always had a mix feeling..

that i don't know how to explain...

all i know is that i'm tired....

i need to rest..

no matter physically or mentally...

both...

i ain't as strong as what's on the outside...

i need a break...