Dear Grandma.....

Dear Grandma,

you are a greatest grandma in the world...
you are always so kind to ur children and ur grandchildren...
everyone if us feel proud to have u as our grandma...

you have a wonderful life....
you have 7 children that loves you so much...
take good care of you.....
and 19 grandchildren that love you lots...
u always say that all ur children and grandchildren very pandai 1...
ya...
now i recall that...
u always like to say that...

wat i remember that most is...
during CNY...
early in the morning for that 1st day of CNY
we will go to ur hus...
and every year u will say the same thing to us....
faster go n eat rice !!
if not cannnot eat cookie...
cannot drink cold drinks...
you are always so caring...
you always care a lot bout ppl...
but not urself....

everytime i pay a visit to you..
once i enter your hus...
i will call " ma ma " ( in cantonis )

but now...
i will not have the chance to call you anymore...
u had leave us...
to a better place...
to a place that no tears...
no sickness...
no worries...
no sadness..
no pain...
is a great place that u will be happy forever...

we know that now you r wif jesus...
live so peacefully wif him....

well...
it just like what they say...
it was just a farewelll....
you r not leaving us...
but just to go to a better place...
your responsible on the earth was already done...
and it was done 100% well....
wat u have done your children and ur grandchildren will appreaciate...

i remember the day that u leave us in the hospital...
you were on the bed...
and everyone say bye bye to you...
for me u looks so peacefull....
u leave us peacefully...
u leave wif a feelling that is so relief...

grandma...
you will be miss....
and we will always love you...
dun worry bout all of us...
we will take good care of ourself.....

grandma...
i know u will still always be with us.....
i love you.......

bye grandma.....
i wish i could have the chance to be ur grandaughter again....

Today.....

today morning...
was jz a very normal day to me...
again....
repeat things that will do everyday...

but..
after i attend chemistry class...
today was not a normal day....
and for the rest of the day...
will also not goin to be normal anymore....

today once we enter our class...
our lecture say sumtin....

" today is very good"....
den all of us was lik...
stunned......

den he continue...
yesterday was good...
but today very good.....

at the begining i cant get wat he say..
but when he explain i start to understand...

from wat he say...
i do learn sumtin.....
sumtin that i have never think bout it...
and that is sumtin that shud hv in me....

i have to be positive...
i have to think positively....
everyday will be a good day if i have a positive mind set...
there is still a long way for me to go on...
of course i will not know how long it will be....

i have to find back myslef.....
the happy me....
ha....
i miss that girl so much....
i have to be positive....
and everything will be fine.....

Random....

phew~~~

finalllyyyyy....

a day without homework....

ha....

supper happy...

i prefer to study.. but not to do homework...

hahha......

dono y....

i jz lik it =)

today....

bio practical mock test!!

omg !!

i screw the test man !!!

hahhaa......

kinda like leave blank for a few question...

drawing those effin complecated plant celll...

eeewwww~~

i hate........

but watever.....

jz...

haiz......

really scare when finally come...

i dono wat i'm goin to do in the lab !!!

i think i better burn the whole lab

den suan dy....

hahahahha.......

haiz....

no choice....

dono oso have to do....

simply draw or write oso good la....

got a bit bit mark lo...

aahhahaa.....

lately effin stressssss.....

uuuuuurgggghhhh !!!

but...

the fact is,....

no one know !!!

i dono who i can tell to...

coz....

all the reply that i get bac was almost the same...

i really dono how to handle my stressss...

i think 1 day i'm gonna burst !!!

into piceses.....

efffffiiiinnnn ssssufffeerrrrrr !!!!!

Exercise~~~~

wow~~~~

hahhaa......

finally i got time to update my blog !!!

hahaha.... now blogging wif a cup of cold ribena~~

my favourite !!!!

hahahaha....

jz got back from gym...

wow......

nice!!!

sweat a lot.....

feel healty dy !!!

lol........

this few days...

is was still the same....

bz bz BZ bz bz bz BZ BZ bz~~~~

oh gosh !!!

when oni i can have a lil bit time for me......

so i can relax a bit ??

but thanks god......

god send me 2 ppl that i can really talk to....

is really nice that i can hv someone to talk to..

is so so nice......

i feel so relax when talking wif both of u ...

thanks a lot......

i think both of u now will be very charm dy..

hahaha.....

once i got problem den both of u hv to lend u guys ears to me dy...

hahaha....

for me to bla bla bla~~~~

for both of u ...

take care okie...

all the best in u guys studies.....

i noe u both can do it !!!

so do i !!!!

ahahha.......

especially for the one...

u ar !!!

yes u !!!!!

plz.........

take gooooooddddd care of urself...

dun always think for others...

try to think for urself...

u live bcoz of urself..

but not others....

love both of u so much !!!!

looking forward for the next yam cha session okay ??

hahahaa....

ciao~~~~