TIRED

I have ALWAYS wanted to go to the beach...

but i know mummy will not allow if i'm going alone..

and i don't know who to tag along....

i've miss the sea...

and the breeze...

i like sitting there and just close my eyes and enjoy the breeze..

everything is so calm.. and peaceful..

i wish now i'm in front of the sea...

scream my lungs out...

cry as hard as i wanted to...

for these few weeks.. i always had a mix feeling..

that i don't know how to explain...

all i know is that i'm tired....

i need to rest..

no matter physically or mentally...

both...

i ain't as strong as what's on the outside...

i need a break...

I'm Done !

PHEWWW ! 

finally.... yeah it's like FINALLY people....

my first year law degree had just ended yesterday ! :D

after suffering for two months study like a mad cow for the whole fucking day and night

NON-STOP ! 

somehow i have a mix feeling right now....

i'm happy because i manage to survive ! OMG !

i thought i'll quit law school half way... didn't expected i manage to go through

the verysuperuber hard time...

i have to thank someone important that help me to go through this....

much appreciate =')

at the same time... 

i'm scare too....

i'm worried for one of my subject.... i'll fail...

i pray hard and hope that i won't fail...

i dowan all my hard work to be wasted.. just  like that *puff*

so right now i'm gonna have a 4 months break !

yay ! All of us deserve this man ! weeeee =D

somehow... i hate this feeling that
in fact, i have it.. i owned it...
but it makes me feel like... i don't have it.. and i don't owned it...
maybe i shouldn't have agreed upon....
but definitely... i won't regret =')