Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Happy 1st anniversary to myself....

happpy 1st anniversary to myself.....
today is still special to me....
do u still remember ?
the day i say yes......

always thinking of how to welcome this day...
no matter how hard i hv think.....
never tot of.... i will welcome this day with tears....

i have tried my very best...
to put everything back again...
things i can do... i did dy...
things that i cant do it.. i did it too...
but everytime wat i get back was...
nothing..... not even a damn....
sometimes it really makes me look lik a stupid...
but always.....
i comfort myself that it's worth to do so....

i never regret what i have done....
coz... at least i hv tried my best.....

the one had alrdy left.... and keep moving on dy
but why am i still standing here....
waiting for it.....
why ? for what ?
it will always be the same and only reason....

after today....
everything gonna end.....
i have got the ans that i want to know....
i have to move on.....
not goin to stand there n wait anymore.....
to start a new life.......
after today.....
i will not cry anymore.....
not anymore....
i got to be strong.....

try to forget everything....
and start all over again....
although the process will be painful...
but if the pain can let me learn sumtin from it...
grown up......
be more mature....
den why i have to be afraid of the pain....
i know i will go through it......

其实我已经很幸福了。。。
至少我曾经拥有过我要的幸福。。。
比起一些等了很久很久的人
都等不到的来说。。。
我。。。
已经算是很幸福了。。。。
也知足了。。。
不要再去要求什么了。。。。
已经够了。。。。
至少我回忆里。。。
都是开心的回忆。。。
因为我相信一件开心的事情可以盖过两件不开心的事情。。。

如果是我的。。。
无论如何到最后不管怎样。。。
有一天还是会属于我的。。。

他有自由走,我也有自由好好过。。。
不会再让朋友们担心我了。。。。
朋友们听到吗??
我以后都会很okay的!!!
一切都过了。。。。

那些绝情。。。
感觉到了。。
心淡了。。。。

will be a brand new day tommorow....
everything will be fine..
taffy !!!!!
you can do it !!
it's just a teenage drama !!!
hang tough =)










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