SUX !!!!

hmm...
schl reopen....
everything goes bac normal..
schl life...
crazy wif frens as usual la...

worst part is....
the test paper that tea gv bac to us....

is really really sux man !!
SUX !!!

when i get bac all my result...
i jz feel lik wat the hell is this ?!!
is this my result ?!!
i was lik...
gosh !!!!!!

i study so hard for it and at the end...
get bac a piece of shit !!!

izit my target too high or wat ??
really really dono y...
mayb work not hard enuf ?
or i'm stupid ?
dumb ??
brainless ???
i think i'm not smart enuf...

sometimes i really hate myself when i work
so hard for it n i get bac nth !!
that kind of feeling is so not good...
really really not good at all...

now im thinking that how i'm goin to sit
for SPM ??

den when home tell papa...
i tell him that..
y every time oso lik this ?
work so hard so wat ??
at last get nth...
really feel lik giving up..

papa say...
wat ?!! giving up ??
hey how old r u o ?
so small den say gv up ?
u should not say that..
u still hv a long long way to go.....
u must not give up...
go girl.. go for it..
this time jz take it as an experience..
learn from it...
but make sure that u really learn from it...
dont pressure urself too much when study...
take it easy.....
i noe u can do it...

when i heard that...
i really feel lik crying man...
really...
coz it make me think that how stupid i am
that think of giving up..
is jz a test in the schl...
i still hv SPM...
so start from now work hard for it..
i can do that...
if i belive in myself that i can do it...
i will not give up and i will work hard for it..
i'm not going to make u guys disappointed..

thanks papa...
love ya...