选择。。。。

选择。。。

如果可以选择。。。

我宁愿。。。

选择自己没有预感。。

选择遇不到。。。。

选择变冷血。。。

选择变得跟他一样。。

可是。。。

如果可以选择忘记或记得。。

我会选择记得。。。

=')

"I've been hurt before...

because of expecting too much..

and I won't let those mistakes happen again..

I've done my part but it seems useless..

It's time to let go.... "

如果这就是爱情 张靓颖

nice song to introducee !!

lately I'm so into listening to songg...

so i guess I'll be introduce more and more

nice song here to u ppl !

=)

如果这就是爱情 张靓颖

你做了选择 对的错的
我只能承认 心是痛的
怀疑你舍得 我被伤的那么深
就放声哭了 何必再强忍

我没有选择 我不再完整
原来最后的吻 如此冰冷
你只能默认 我要被割舍
眼看着 你走了

如果这不是结局 如果我还爱你
如果我愿相信 你就是唯一
如果你听到这里 如果你依然放弃
那这就是爱情 我难以抗拒

如果这就是爱情 本来就不公平
你不需要讲理 我可以离去
如果我成全了你 如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清 是我证明 我爱你

灰色的天空 无法猜透
多余的眼泪 无法挽留
什么都牵动 感觉真的好脆弱
被呵护的人 原来不是我

我不要你走 我不想放手
却又不能够奢求 同情的温柔
你可以自由 我愿意承受
把昨天 留给我

MISSION COMPLETE !

is 12.57am now.....

so what i wanna blog now consider yesterday dy ?

hahaha...

guess so....

so ytd...

daddy gave me a mission !

hahahah xD

that is drive form my house to grandpa house..

means is from Kajang to Selayang....

by... INNOVA

wootz ! hahahaa....

it was FUN !

i just love driving i dono why...

enjoy the moment when I'm sitting on the driver seat =)

and yet.... MISSION COMPLETE !

the king say i dah pass dah !

woohooo......

*happy ing *

*GRIN*

and todayyyy !!

is my pretty cousin sis bufday !!!

wish you may all your dreams come true and stay healthy !!

stay sweet with Enson =)

and today is ERIC bufday too !!

a very nice guy...

cant celebrate for him coz dia ada dekat Sunway...

hahaha....

wait form sue sien to come back den we celebrate for you kay !

happy birthday ERIC.....

may wish all your dreams come true !! =)

"be yourself,don't change 4 anyone...

if they don't like you at your worst,

then they don't deserve you at your best !! "

Outing =)

oh yeahhh !!

another great outing today !!

with my lovely xueni and sotong !!

*teehee*

loves outing with my babeh !!

hahah....

early in the morning went breakfast at balakong ban mee...

ooohhh babehh... that's my favouritee !!

*slurp*

after breakfast....

MIDVELLY.....

hahahha.... the purpose we go there is to get my king's present...

hahhaa.... thanks for acc me my darlingS !!

i get Braun Buffel wallet for my beloved king !

aaahhh... picture credit to MYSELF !!

aaahhhh.... im so so addicted to this !!

sexy red Braun Buffel !!!

this is away too awesomeeee !! i wanna make this minee !!

butt.... gua tak ade moneyyy ! T.T

and i discover this today....

gosh !! im so freaking in love with it !! so damn nice !!

again......

i just can dream bout it......

=(

aaahhhhh...... i have to be hardworking now !!

" in saving money "

LOL........

in order to get apa I dream...... i have to save lotsss of $$ !

after the shopping session.....

we went to meet up with our BELOVED MISS ANN GEE !!

i miss her hell lots seriously !

and she's back now !!!! but.... bad news is...

she will be goin back in a month time....

got to appreciate =)

we chill at starbucks.....

aahhh..... i LOVE to hang out at starbucks ! <3

my choice ! whenever i go Starbucks... this will surely be my choice....

Java chips frappucino <3>

and lately.... i'm kinda falling in love with thisss.....

Green Tea frappucino......

it taste not bad guys... should have a try =)

the chit chatting session was so FUNNN !!

love chit chatting with our monkey queen !

hahaha......

looking forward for the next session peeps !!

gotta ciao now...

get into bed and start dreaming of my

sexy red Braun Buffel and snow white Fossil =)

nitey people !

had a great nite sleep =>

=)

"the greatest thing in life...

is finding someone who knows all your mistakes and weaknesses

and still finds you completely amazing ,

wants to be part of all the craziness ,

thinks your the best thing in there life and will never walk away ! "

Great Nite =)

oh yeah !

tonight is a good good nite !

hahhaa.....

at first in the morning i was F-ing boringgg

oh gosshhhh.... boring till the max man !!

dun have the study mood... coz exam jz end..

siapa ada mood !! xD

and in the afternoon...

skype wif sista ! =)

but.... seems like i make her angry =(

sorry sis... i don't mean it......

just that..... my mood was not good at the moment....

andd...... u noe my temper de laa...

soo..... sowie.... =(

in the noon.... receive my baby call !

yeahhh..... baby date me for moviee....

omg.... i was so so so so so EXCITED at that moment....

coz finally i can go out !!!

hahahhaa....

but den due to the time for the movie crash with my dinner time...

so....... next time lo baby....

but i really wanna watch Black Swan !!!!

after my dinner i get to meet up wif the 2 lovely frens of minee....

my lil xueni and lil cute sotong !!!

hahaha....

we went sg.long for some makan-makan....

v always like to go to the " dai pai dong "

to makan that super yummylicious porridge !!

omgg.... the porridge was so so so delicious !

trust me !! but i forget that "dai pai dong " name dy la...

hahahha.....

then of course we will had ikan bakar and chicken wing as usual =)

yummyliciousss !!!

once we meet up ! we will crap non stop !hahhaha......

that's tradition ! hahaha.....

after the makan session....

xueni and me headed for the second round...

hahhaa.....

yam cha wif my primary schoolmate......

never expect that i can meet so many ppl there....

awsome !!

there is kong yee, ah wei, pohling, choon nam, wei yang

and den me n xueni....

anddddddd.... another alien zhe wei hahhaa....

sorry that i say so coz he is not from our class kan...

form another class ma... so consider is alien la....

lol......

it was so so so so so so so so so FUN !!

we talk hell lots of our sejarah !!

hahhaha...... and we laugh at every single piece of our memory =)

this is so awesome.... is just like a memory flask back day !!

all the memories was back......

and they are so so FUNNY !! xDD

i tot after N years we din't meet up...

sure will likee.... emmm.... shy shy and nth to talk..

but it was totally different from wat i think...

hahhaha......

we do chat like a long lost fren and talking non stop....

but of course there is some moment that macam....

senyapppp aje..... hahhaha xDD

waiting for the next gathering sessionn !!

hahaha.....

and lastly thanks for mr.kong yee for sending me back....

=)

i love my day ! <3

"The most toughest time in ones life :

when you have something going in mind but can't

speak out because of the fear to hurt or lose that person. "

Break down...

emotional break down......

dono wtheck is goin on...

i need someone to talk to...

but who ?

i dono....

but i know...

i'll be alright..

=')

"giving all your love to someone is NEVER an assurance

that they will love you back,

if love doesn't grow in their hearts be happy it grew in yours. "

DONE !

yeahh !

DONE !!!

finish my mid term !!

hohohoho xDD

the very 1st thing I'm goin to do is....

get super enuf sleep !!

duhh ! this few days was like.... just slept for few hours i guess....

that was tiring...

and i even feel superduperdamnvery sleepy during the exams !

that's very teruk i tell you !!

after mid term actually is not a good news....

is not that im goin to have any holidays or wat....

i dun have hols until i graduate !!!

aaahhhh..... this is horribleee !!

that means i oni will have hols during june !

gosh ! gonna have a long hectic life !

FML

mid term ends means final is coming !

aaahhhh.... STRESS !

i'm goin to plan a study timetable for myself !

and im goin to make myself becum a very very discipline

child that follow wat the timetable said =(

i dono if i could make it !

HAHAHA !

but still i'll force myself to make it......

fight for my A2 babeh !!!

ME !!! hahaha.... this is when i go insaneee !!

LOL........

and lately im kinda so freaking super addicted to musicc...

before this i love music too but not as crazy as now !!

the addicted level was likeee......

my ears cant be quite for 10 minss...

i just hate whn there is no music..

i dono why !!

duuhhh !!!

during the nite was even WORST !

i have to listen to song to make myself sleep !

what is that goin on in me huh ?? o.O

i have no idea !!!

mayb.... is bcoz... i'm afraid to be alone ?

or keep on booming music into my ears can make me stop think

things that is unnecessary ?

being alone actually is not that scary...

but feeling lonely... that's the worst feeling.....

one day...when i can live without music...

means.... the broken pieces in me was being healed....

"it is sad that when someone that you know become someone that

you once knew... and when someone that you love becomes

someone that you once loved. "