Haiz.... heartbroken....

ya.....
i'm so heartbroken rite now =(
sob......

nvm...
get use to it dy....
not the first time....
will there be next time ?
plz....
i dowan anymore....

hmmm...
tot today will be a great day...
another day that will be full of memorise...
but now....

it become...
meaningless.....

09.09.10

I'm bacK !!!!

wao.....

it have been a long time that i din update my blog.....

hahha....

u noe la...

A lvl student ki siao 1 la....

damn lots of homework n exam to go !!!

effin tired la wei !!!!

i think i m gonna collapse sooooonnnn....

haiz.....

now is the middle of the nite..

2.36am

hahaha...

and i'm still here on9 ing n blogging...

n the lil naughty miss ying yi was in my room..

coz she is waiting for her clothes wif ah huan( my roomate)

hahaha...

coz today is a so call PARTY DAY for us...

coz v jz finish our mid term for chemi

and tml all of us will go bac home for HOLIDAYS !!!

ahhaha......

for 10 days man !!!

syok !!

hahha....

but sadly that...

i screw up my test today !!!!

omg !!!!!!!!

suan le ba.....

kan kai dian...

hahaha....... a kinf of self comfort....

wow...

i really have a great nite today....

after the exam all of us went dinner together...

after that v went for pool...

and the the last session was supper n chit chatting

and of course plying on the middle of the road !!!

ahhha....

dun worry is the road inside our hostell...

so it was kinda safe...

hahaha....

althought i have a long hols...

but i still hv to study during the whole hols man !!!

coz after the hols i gt damn lots of exam !!!

n my final coming too...

sad !!!! =(

haiz...

but i'm kinda happy too la..

coz this thus i'm off to Melaka wif my frens !!!

hahaha.....

gotta enjoy gao gao !!!

and jz now i was told by my mum that...

the trip to cameron has been cancel..

and ...

v will go Melaka on fri....

omg !!!!!!!

what ??!

MELAKA MARATHON HUH ??!!!!!

omg....

ahhhhaha...

but i think i'm gonna go n makan until syok syok !!!

hahahhaa......

okie ppl...

gtg dy...

hahaha.....

ciao~~~

Dear Grandma.....

Dear Grandma,

you are a greatest grandma in the world...
you are always so kind to ur children and ur grandchildren...
everyone if us feel proud to have u as our grandma...

you have a wonderful life....
you have 7 children that loves you so much...
take good care of you.....
and 19 grandchildren that love you lots...
u always say that all ur children and grandchildren very pandai 1...
ya...
now i recall that...
u always like to say that...

wat i remember that most is...
during CNY...
early in the morning for that 1st day of CNY
we will go to ur hus...
and every year u will say the same thing to us....
faster go n eat rice !!
if not cannnot eat cookie...
cannot drink cold drinks...
you are always so caring...
you always care a lot bout ppl...
but not urself....

everytime i pay a visit to you..
once i enter your hus...
i will call " ma ma " ( in cantonis )

but now...
i will not have the chance to call you anymore...
u had leave us...
to a better place...
to a place that no tears...
no sickness...
no worries...
no sadness..
no pain...
is a great place that u will be happy forever...

we know that now you r wif jesus...
live so peacefully wif him....

well...
it just like what they say...
it was just a farewelll....
you r not leaving us...
but just to go to a better place...
your responsible on the earth was already done...
and it was done 100% well....
wat u have done your children and ur grandchildren will appreaciate...

i remember the day that u leave us in the hospital...
you were on the bed...
and everyone say bye bye to you...
for me u looks so peacefull....
u leave us peacefully...
u leave wif a feelling that is so relief...

grandma...
you will be miss....
and we will always love you...
dun worry bout all of us...
we will take good care of ourself.....

grandma...
i know u will still always be with us.....
i love you.......

bye grandma.....
i wish i could have the chance to be ur grandaughter again....

Today.....

today morning...
was jz a very normal day to me...
again....
repeat things that will do everyday...

but..
after i attend chemistry class...
today was not a normal day....
and for the rest of the day...
will also not goin to be normal anymore....

today once we enter our class...
our lecture say sumtin....

" today is very good"....
den all of us was lik...
stunned......

den he continue...
yesterday was good...
but today very good.....

at the begining i cant get wat he say..
but when he explain i start to understand...

from wat he say...
i do learn sumtin.....
sumtin that i have never think bout it...
and that is sumtin that shud hv in me....

i have to be positive...
i have to think positively....
everyday will be a good day if i have a positive mind set...
there is still a long way for me to go on...
of course i will not know how long it will be....

i have to find back myslef.....
the happy me....
ha....
i miss that girl so much....
i have to be positive....
and everything will be fine.....

Random....

phew~~~

finalllyyyyy....

a day without homework....

ha....

supper happy...

i prefer to study.. but not to do homework...

hahha......

dono y....

i jz lik it =)

today....

bio practical mock test!!

omg !!

i screw the test man !!!

hahhaa......

kinda like leave blank for a few question...

drawing those effin complecated plant celll...

eeewwww~~

i hate........

but watever.....

jz...

haiz......

really scare when finally come...

i dono wat i'm goin to do in the lab !!!

i think i better burn the whole lab

den suan dy....

hahahahha.......

haiz....

no choice....

dono oso have to do....

simply draw or write oso good la....

got a bit bit mark lo...

aahhahaa.....

lately effin stressssss.....

uuuuuurgggghhhh !!!

but...

the fact is,....

no one know !!!

i dono who i can tell to...

coz....

all the reply that i get bac was almost the same...

i really dono how to handle my stressss...

i think 1 day i'm gonna burst !!!

into piceses.....

efffffiiiinnnn ssssufffeerrrrrr !!!!!

Exercise~~~~

wow~~~~

hahhaa......

finally i got time to update my blog !!!

hahaha.... now blogging wif a cup of cold ribena~~

my favourite !!!!

hahahaha....

jz got back from gym...

wow......

nice!!!

sweat a lot.....

feel healty dy !!!

lol........

this few days...

is was still the same....

bz bz BZ bz bz bz BZ BZ bz~~~~

oh gosh !!!

when oni i can have a lil bit time for me......

so i can relax a bit ??

but thanks god......

god send me 2 ppl that i can really talk to....

is really nice that i can hv someone to talk to..

is so so nice......

i feel so relax when talking wif both of u ...

thanks a lot......

i think both of u now will be very charm dy..

hahaha.....

once i got problem den both of u hv to lend u guys ears to me dy...

hahaha....

for me to bla bla bla~~~~

for both of u ...

take care okie...

all the best in u guys studies.....

i noe u both can do it !!!

so do i !!!!

ahahha.......

especially for the one...

u ar !!!

yes u !!!!!

plz.........

take gooooooddddd care of urself...

dun always think for others...

try to think for urself...

u live bcoz of urself..

but not others....

love both of u so much !!!!

looking forward for the next yam cha session okay ??

hahahaa....

ciao~~~~

after classssss....

yup....

just back from class......

miss dismiss us early today coz no break during the whole lesson...

jz now that class was bio classsss....

ohhhhhh

myyyyyy

gooooddddeeeeennnneeeessssss !!!!!!!!!!

so so so so many things to read up

and memorise man !!!!!!

wth !!!!!!

y human being is so effin complicated har ???!!!!!!

make all the students who r taking bio so suffer !!!!!

omg !!!!

and the one thing i get from today is.....

i really adore those ppl who r studying medic !!!!!!

u guys r rocks okie !!!!

reallly !!!!

SALUTE to u guys !!!!!

now...

my brain stuck dy !!!!

fulllll of image of kidney......

ahahahha.....

a lot of words inside !!!

need to keep it tightly......

need a pendrive to save it !!!

i dowan to forget ar !!!!!!!!!