Is Sean's bufDay !!! =)

oh yeaaa......

ytd was Sean's Bufday !!

happy birthday big boy !

wish u all the best !!

and ur muscle grow bigger n bigger ! xD

keep it up ur hard work !

okayy..

ytd v had bio class....

den study but alah forget wat dy...

lol !

bout those counting counting de la...

our beloved miss choo bought us SMARTISE !!

to count wif !

hahahhaa......

okayy... the smartise was too small.... ahaha....

nehh.... on the table de ar... kecil kecil punya lea..

hahaha.....

SEAN !!

the bufday boyy !!! he always like to pose lik this idk why ! xD

me, ying yi and SEAN !

hahhaa.... sean is trying to show his "rat" xD

US again !! =)

the BROTHER !! xD

is RABBIT year peeps !! =)

after class......

PARTY is on !!!

woohoooooooo.......

we made a surprise for him...

that is her beloved gf will come over here n gave him a big surprise !!

hohohohho xD

she skip classes and take train from sunway to come over here !!

aaawwwww.... so sweet =)

the sweet couple =)

smash it !!!

ah bing n buffalo !! =)

so gay ! hahahha.....

had a great day with you guys......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN =)

Today.....

yea.....

today.....

should be special...

SHOULD BE....

but now...

not anymore.....

do you still remember ?

do you ?

hope u do....

now....

just left me and october...

=(

SIGH !!

oh gosh !!!

what's happening inside me right now ???

what what what ??!!

tell me what !!

i have no idea at all !!

sometimes i wish to see.....

really want to that type !!

but...

when i see.....

i don't know how to react !

like.....

feel like running away !!

when i dun get to see....

i wish i could see...

when i see....

i wish i don't......

walao !!!

so pahliah la !!!

kanasai !!!

what i want har ??

shIT !!!!!

why cant we have reset button in our life ?

once click...

*poof*

done......

SIGH. SIGH. SIGH.

what is goin on ???!!!

i really have no idea what is goin on in my mind...

i really don't get it !

i dont't GET IT !!

you get it ?

Outings =)

hohohoh..... peeps !

i had a great day yesterday !!

hang out with babe was FUN !

love it...

okayy... bout 11 in da morning..

my babe ah sien come n pick me up...

coz we are goin to jusco for movie together with ah qi n elaine...

we watched 天天好天...

erm.... not bad ler this movie....

but not as good as what i expected la.....

hahahaha......

after the movie.....

we went for lunch !!! MCD prosperity burger !!!

ah sien have been so excited for this for about 2 weeks dy !

hohohoho..... xD finally she gets to eat that yesterday !!

satisfy bo my ah sien ?

hahha....

she how happy is she !! xD

the yummylicious burger !!!!

spicy man !!!

me.... with the piglet tail ! lol xD

elaine and ah qi

after lunch den we pergi jalan-jalan....

den fetch elaine balik tuition...

next stop my hus !

hahaha......

coz i wan ah sien to help me sumtin on blog...

had a great time at my hus....

v cakap-cakap...

take fotos...

main-main..... hahahaha.....

and they BULLY my monkey...

aaawwww.... pity my lil monkey T.T

my crazy ah sien with my patrick !!!

ah qi yang siao siao !! lol xD

and of course ! the crazy me xDD

aaahhhhh !! ah sien curi see my boobs !!!!! ><

lol !! bad ah sien !!

ah qi and me !!!!! weeeeee =D

3 orang yang giler !! xD

tall nay kita punya ah qi !!!

me and ah qii !!!

us with elaine famous pose ! lol....

okayy... they say i look like a hip hopper in this pica !

lol..... LMAO !!!!

ahhhh..... my ah sien pregnant dy !!!

and my baby was inside....

so ah sien... ur baby is mine de kay...

the retarded me ! lo.....

after all the nonsense...

is time to go n pick elaine from tuition and head to makan ice !!

ahhhh..... v love to eat ice so so much !!

mad LOVE !!!

ah sien !!! i miss snowflake aaahhhhh!!!!

*saliva coming out dy "

LOL........

we play the stack stack thing while makan ice !!

*slurp*

and here goes the loser....

AH QI !!! hahahaha..... xD

had a great day with my beloved babe !!!

i LOVE U GUYS !!!!

*smooch*

cant wait for the next outing !!! =D

next stop !!!

steamboat at ah dong hus !!!

wohooo.....

syok syok.....

get to meet with xueni, ivan and janice !!

aaawwww.....

i miss u guys so much !!

we din't meet up after the PD trip kan ?

lol...

i know not very long oni actually....

hahahaha....

but still miss u guys la wei !!!

had a really great steamboat session and crapping session with u guys !!!!

hahaha....

especially listen to the GOD ivan to talk....

hahaha....

*round applause* for what u said....

it was so true...

but it take times for us to do it....

hahaha......

hope to see u guys very VERY soon !!!

keep in touch kay....

will miss u guys lots !

Gift =)

okay..... today i receive a gift from a fella that went

holidays to Australia...

okay v use to call that fella chipsmore !

hahah... so cute kan ?

he get us this !!

cute lil jam..... is really cute ! coz in m'sia

u wont get jam in such a cute lil bottle......

it was so mad cute !!!!!!!!!!

see see !! so kecil molek !! effin cute !!!

ask for choc ku lut u get me jam... =(

i wan choc ku lut eh !!!!

how dare u eat all the choc ku lut... T.T

hahaha.....

but still i get a jam !

better den nothing ma kan ?

lol....

anyway thanks la... =)

but you still owe me CHOC KU LUT !! =p

aaahhhh...

cant wait for tml !!

gonna meet up with the crazy ppl !

hohoh =)

hmmm....

the world is never fair.
for life, some people never dare..
for love, some people dont really care...
for us, life and love ends up here and there....

to the people we love,
to the music we listen.
to the stars above,
to the different of seasons..

all of these changes through out time...
all of these god given signs...
all of these were very fine...
but in the end, nothing was left behind...

i loved who u are, u loved who i am...
i wanted u forever, but u wanted all to end...
i try to go for u, but u pierce my heart through...
i never know and never knew...
when is love actually true....

my hopes and dreams, laid in ur hands...
as i told this all to my friends...
i told them u are the one...
the one who treats me very well...
but in the end...
you put me through hell...

on the outside
im brave as a lion
strong as a horse...
but on the inside...
all is lost...

take me far away from here...
bring back all of my sheded tears...
take me to place with no fear...
bring me to heaven... a place of cheer...

you cant stop me from breaking...
you wont stop me from bleeding...
i will grow from my feelings...

**as my heart is healing**

HOHOHO =)

hahahaha......

so happy right now !!

wootzz !! class cancel man !!!!

ahahahh.....

this is what student always like the most !

luckily the maths class today sudah cancel !!

if not i think my brain gonna go BOOM dy .....

but bad news is........

the class will be replace T.T

omg....

this week was just the 1st week of class

and i have no idea why lecturer nowadays so hardworking !

they ady start lecturing dy.....

sumore teach hell lots of things sekali gus !

how am i gonna memorize all ??

even in the class the lecturer teach until so high in front there..

den i was like.... blur blur there...... lol......

sometimes even feel sleepy ! hahahaha.......

especially after lunch !

the whole class will start fishing !!

xDD

aaahhhhh....

my brain cell was seriously injured dy...

attack by chemistry and biology !!!

omggg... my dear barin cell....

hang tough !! dun die so fast !! i still need you until i finish my EXAM !!

gonna go n be a pig now dy !!

ciao peeps !! =D

遇见

遇见了。。。

会怕。。紧张。。

开始慌了。。。

可是还是选择很镇定的。。

假装看不见。。。

继续的笑！

要很开心！！

因为真的很突然。。。

不知道要怎样去面对。。。

不知道要这么办。。。

视线变模糊了。。。

咳。。。

又变弱了。。。

到底什么时候才能够变坚强呢？

很想微笑。。。

可是。。。没有勇气了。。。

用完了。。。

伪装是真的很辛苦。。。

30th wedding anniversary

yesterday went Bangsar for dinner...

yup...

for a very special dinner...

that is my anuty and uncle 30th wedding anniversary...

their son and daughter my cousins la..

and some of their church member...

who make this surprise dinner for them....

they have planned for this surprise for almost 2weeks....

and yet..... it was so successful !

well done cousin ! =)

okayy that restaurant was located at erm...

Bangsar mall ar ?

not Bangsar village ! another one...

i dono la.. just know Bangsar....

hohohohoh xD

the food there was so nice and the atmosphere there was great !

they decorate the room in a way that is very romantic....

aaaawwwwwwww..... =)

too bad that i din take any foto of it =(((

okayyy..... try my best to describe.....

uuhm..... there was a very very nice cake...

some sort of wedding cake like that...

it looks like this la.....

hahahaha......

when my aunty and uncle walk in...

they were shock ! hahahah....

they tot just gonna dinner with their kids and few of their frens...

who knows !!!

10 table of ppl are goin to celebrate with them !!!

hahahha...... i guess they will very gam dong !! hahaha....

okay... there was also a performance that perform by my cousins...

before they perform my cousin sis tell everyone about the love story between

her mum and dad....

how they meet each other...

how they fall in love....

awwww... is just so sweet =)

and after that cousin sis and bro play guitar and sing the song

that my aunty first listen to my uncle sing.... =)))

they sing it very well !!

*tumbs up *

after that...

is my uncle turn to sing for my aunty.....

that moment was just so awsome !!

they look into each other eyes....

and sing.... it was... just so nice... that moment...

and ltr they were ask to dance....

hahaha.....

and they were shy to dance !!!

so cute ^^

den they ask all the couple out and dance together.....

that moment was so great !!

hmmm.....

i sat there and think.....

how my love story will be ?

will it be just like what we see in those fairytale story ?

or is not ?

hmmm....

wondering... hahahha....

how bout your love story ?

like fairytale too ??

heheheh......

Squash !!!!!!!

aaaahhhhhhh.......

imma so so so deeply in LOVE with...

SQUASH !!!

hohohohohoh....

the best sport that i ever had

and i like it so so much !!

ya... thanks to someone that make me start playing this.....

i like the running part in this sport.....

wao.....

it can train u run as fast as the lightning !!!!

seriously !! hahahha....

and train how fast ur reaction could be.....

and it was a good game for u to 发泄

ahhah..... hit the ball as hard as u want !!!!!

release everything out !!!

hit and shout !!!!!

is the best !

try it guys it was really really fun !!

today i have ald playing non stop for 3 hours !!!

ohhh.... is F exhausted man !!

hahahha.....

the sweat dripping from the hair like after u finish ur bath and u din dry it up !

the feeling of sweating was syok man !!!!!

loving it !

hahahha......

now i know how GENG our Dato Nicole David is !!!

round applause for her !!! =))

Back to school =(

yea....

next monday have to start my schooling life again !

aarrgghhhh !!!

aku tak mau wei !!!

=(

but still have to...

no choice...

haiz....

no more wake up late...

no more watching movie for whole day..

no more hanging around with frens anytime i wan...

no more home cook food !!

no more sleeping in my comfy bed and my darling blanket...

no more being lazy !!

no more sleep, eat , play and being insane !!

aaahhhhh....

no more no more NO MORE !!!

iissshhhh !!!!

心情。。。

很少看我用华语吧。。。

哈哈哈。。。。

可是不晓得为什么今天想用。。。。

现在的心情。。。

很复杂。。

连自己也不清楚这是什么样的心情。。。

很讨厌这样的感觉。。。以前的我。。。

从来都不会有这种心情。。。。

呼。。。。

不开心又怎样？

说出来了又怎样？

真的希望又怎样？

失望了有怎样？

痛了又怎样？

哭了又怎样？

累了又能怎样？

一个人扛了。。。

收起来了。。。。

不想被看见。。

就算在辛苦的伪装。。。。

在辛苦的逞强。。。

还是要继续的微笑。。。

用笑来掩饰这一切的一切。。。。

累了。。。

想要休息。。。。

已经不知道可以到那里找休息站了。。。

专用的码头已经没了。。。。

只能静静的一个人。。

躺在了冷冰冰的地上。。。

当视线开始变得模糊的时候

就会把眼睛闭上。。。

现在才知道。。

原来在每个人的眼里。。。

我。。。

是一个很坚强的女生。。。。

是一个没有烦恼的女生。。。

是一个只会哈哈大笑的女生。。

是一个天塌下来当被盖的女生。。。

是一个常常逗别人开心的女生。。。。

是一个遇到问题的事后都会一下子就可以解决掉的女生。。。

在你们的眼里我真的是这样吗？

我真的是一个很坚强的人吗？

不管怎样。。。

还是要撑下去。。。。

把所有的不开心都吞进肚子里。。。

不开心的。。

都会过去。。。

现在只能一直得用微笑来带过一切。。。。

继续当你们心里的那个我。。。。